Cesperanza ([info]cesperanza) wrote,

New Story, Site Update, and Free Music From Curtis

Sorry I haven't been around much; there was end of term hell and then some work and then houseguests and then more work. However, I'm back, and hey, I've got stuff!

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First up--yes, it's the first big Speranza story in ages, and it's in a fandom that none of you read! D'oh!! This is a belated birthday present for [info]therienne, who is one of these people that fandom couldn't survive without; she is fannish backbone, and I love her to pieces. (I am also hoping that [info]tzikeh and [info]nestra will enjoy it, too, being ladies who know what it is to love a rare fandom.) Also, the other three Dead Zone fans out there, enjoy! (Rivka, I'm talking to you!)

Title: The Big Picture (174k)
Fandom: The Dead Zone
Pairing: Johnny/Walt (pics provided for you hussies)
Summary: His visions always gave him just enough information to act on, but they were never really great on giving him the big picture.

There's a bit of a fannish primer at the beginning of the story for those of you who might be interested in trying something new, or for those of you who read the Stephen King novel a million years ago or seem to vaguely remember seeing the film with Christopher ("The ice--it's gonna break!") Walken as Johnny Smith and Martin Sheen as his adversary, Greg Stillson. You might vaguely remember something about how biology teacher Johnny Smith gets into a car crash, goes into a coma for six years, and wakes up psychic and with his girlfriend married to another man. Well, on the TV show (starring all-grown-up Anthony Michael Hall, he of my icon, as Johnny Smith), the other man is the town sheriff Walt Bannerman (played by Chris Bruno) and they fall in love fight crime!

Try it! You might like it! Also--new season of Dead Zone premieres June 12th on USA! The other seasons are out on DVD.

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While I was updating my site, I added my last three SGA Flashfiction stories; they are:

Rodney's Last Message (for 38 Minutes challenge)
Clarity (for Voyeurism); and
Learning to Breathe for (City Exploration).

These last two will have sequels, one written by me, one not written by me.

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Last but not least, Curtis has made two albums and while he works out the distribution with Itunes and all that, he's made his first website. Aside from his weird, unswerving devotion to Verdana as a font (though I suppose I shouldn't complain, as it's probably the same impulse that makes him weirdly and unswervingly devoted to me) it's pretty cool and there are a couple of free music downloads--so go off, try some Curtis Suburban music, see if you like it--and please pimp it to your friends if you do!

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[info]suaine

May 31 2005, 18:17:32 UTC 7 years ago

First I thought: OMG yes new Speranza fic!

Then I thought: Ack, not SGA or dS, dammit.

Then I realized: Oh! But I used to wtach Dead Zone and I really liked it! (I saw Johnny/Walt but got distracted by the baddirtywrong potential of Johnny/Greg at the time)

*goes to read*

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 18:54:38 UTC 7 years ago

Wow, Johnny/Greg! That is bad! That is--huh. Very intriguingly bad!!

The other big pairing in the fandom is of course Johnny/Bruce, but seriously--I went in looking for the Johnny/Bruce and felt like I kept being hit--and hard--with the Johnny/Walt stick. Bang! Bang! Bang! With the hand-holding and the joint parenting and the constant competition and collaboration. I just went guh and fell over like a sack of potatoes.

[info]suaine

7 years ago

[info]eliade

May 31 2005, 18:17:41 UTC 7 years ago

Rodney's Last Message (for 38 Minutes challenge)

Oh god. You made me tear up. I love you--if the Titanic was going down I would give you my liferaft. And I love this pairing and god damn it, need to watch the show. NEED TO. How can I get S1 of SGA on DVD, I wonder, other than begging for it pitifully in my LJ? I wouldn't mind watching it before the new season starts.

...thinks about begging some more...

[info]nestra

May 31 2005, 18:19:37 UTC 7 years ago

Have you tried begging in your journal? I've seen people trip over each other and step on the bodies in their effort to provide DVDs for people. Plus, if you even hint that you might write fic? I suspect there'd be a pile-up.

[info]eliade

7 years ago

[info]cesperanza

7 years ago

[info]resonant8

7 years ago

[info]nestra

May 31 2005, 18:18:01 UTC 7 years ago

Ack! You would pick one of the four fandoms in existence that I don't know. But for you, I will read.

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 18:32:49 UTC 7 years ago

Actually, I sat around and thought, huh, what will really BAFFLE Nestra.

(No, I didn't. Sigh. Sorry! I'll get you next time!)

[info]_inbetween_

May 31 2005, 18:30:18 UTC 7 years ago

A liking for Verdana is easy to bear if it means devotion to oneself by the same person :)

For you + your fic, I wish I had ever heard of, seen or read Dead Zone, but I haven't and have no sources, oh well.

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 18:32:09 UTC 7 years ago

There's a primer! *points*! Look! Look! and boys holding hands! *g*

[info]cesperanza

7 years ago

[info]thisisbone

May 31 2005, 18:36:44 UTC 7 years ago

Damn you, Ces. Damn you and your pimpish ways. I've barely even *heard* of Dead Zone, I avoid Stephen King books like the plague, and my last view of Anthony Michael Hall was him showing off Molly Ringwald's panties, so...

::shaking fist::

Off I go to read.

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 18:40:07 UTC 7 years ago

But did you look at the pretty? AMH is all grown up now!! Yowza!

(Trrrrry it! You'll liiiiike it!)

[info]thisisbone

7 years ago

[info]the_shoshanna

May 31 2005, 18:39:56 UTC 7 years ago

Dude. I read it now.

And I hear there's new Dead Zone eps on the way!

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 18:47:01 UTC 7 years ago

There is! June 12th! SOON! (FINALLY!!!)

[info]cesperanza

7 years ago

[info]varadia

May 31 2005, 18:58:29 UTC 7 years ago

Whee! Deadzone! LONG Deadzone fanfiction! My life is complete!

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 19:31:12 UTC 7 years ago

You're so welcome! Whoo--there are DZ fans out there! Thank God!

[info]jooniper_pearl

May 31 2005, 19:08:11 UTC 7 years ago

OMG that was fantastic!! I've never twigged onto Walt/Johnny before and this totally made it plausible for me! Way to go!! And really, can anyone go wrong with a Speranza story, no matter the fandom? I think not!!

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 19:32:52 UTC 7 years ago

Hey, congrats, you're the first person to actually finish the thing! *holds up your hand in the air* The winna!

Thank you so much! I'm glad someone's actually read and liked the thing. Yay!

[info]estrella30

May 31 2005, 19:09:25 UTC 7 years ago

Yay! Curtis music! Congrats to him on the albums and the website - I'm going to listen as soon as I'm home tonight!

(And glad to see you've made it through school/work/company etc *g*)

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 19:34:30 UTC 7 years ago

I will tell him--and yeah, let us know what you think! (We were trying to think what songs to let out there, so we picked a sample of different styles. If you have a strong preference for one over the other, let us know--often, when you send these things out to radio stations, they want one track marked, so knowing which track gets the greatest response is pretty key for us!!

And yeah, boy howdy, I'd like to get my life back!

[info]killabeez

May 31 2005, 19:17:43 UTC 7 years ago

Oh, my God! *grabs you and lifts you up in the air and SPINS you around and SMACKS you a big one on the lips with extra squee!!!*

Um... I kinda liked that Dead Zone story. *g* Kinda a lot. In fact, I kinda think you're a genius times ELEVENTY MILLION and I Love You and I want to have your Proverbial Babies! You'll take that in the spirit in which it's meant, won't you?

This isn't... well, it wasn't my pairing. Er. Crap.

SQUEE!! *spins*

*orders DZ S3 DVDs*

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 19:38:16 UTC 7 years ago

Ces giggles like a schoolgirl, with her hands pressed over her mouth! Oh my God. Killa likes it!!! (Actually, you were all over the subtext of my post, because as I think I told you, the husband learned to use photoshop partly by following your directions for the Duet cover, and so we used to joke, "Hey, yeah, the tutorial was great, except everything I made now has a naked Mountie on it.") Anyway, I didn't know you were a DZ person at all--are you a Johnny/Bruce person? (Or, uh, you know: were you? *g* Cause ohmigod, Johnny and Walt are so obviously a team and all parallel and they keep trying to give up everything for the other, and they need each other so bad. I'm just sayin'!)

[info]killabeez

7 years ago

[info]rivkat

May 31 2005, 19:59:08 UTC 7 years ago

I'm not done reading yet -- just wanted to break in and say I've been laughing out loud ("I was in a coma!" -- also "Breaking The Bad News: Both Your Daddies Are Missing") for a bit now. DZ was never a *funny* show in my mind, but by God it should be.

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 22:37:21 UTC 7 years ago

It is funny, though--AMH's line readings sometimes totally KILL me, the more so that I can hear him as a kid sometimes, back there, under there. {{is full of AMH love!!!}} The man still understands, "Uh--D'uh" irony. These are boys from the 80s. These are my boys, almost exactly my age! {{dead from love}}

[info]rivkat

6 years ago

[info]neery

May 31 2005, 20:26:54 UTC 7 years ago

I think I hate you. No, seriously - why did you have to go and post a story now? I have an important exam tomorrow, and I still have to study for it, so there's absolutely no way I can allow myself to get started on a 174K story when I know I won't be able to stop, but god, do I WANT to! ("I will resist the temptation. I will resist..." "But it's by Cesperanza! And it's long! And it has a psychic guy in it!" "I will resist...") I could probably make time to read it tomorrow, but then I won't have time to see my boyfriend, and ditto for Thursday... Yep. I absolutely hate you.

Except for the part where I am in crazy, stalkery love with your fics, of course. Damn.

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 22:35:44 UTC 7 years ago

Sorry, sorry! I didn't mean to mess with your vibe there! The Cesperanza story with the psychic guy will be on the website for a long time, so no rush!!! (And thank you for the flattering, furious words! *G*)

[info]carleton97

May 31 2005, 20:29:38 UTC 7 years ago

*is dead from love for this story*

Or, perhaps, just in a coma.

a;lskdj;lsdf I crack myself up. It's been a long day.

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 22:34:39 UTC 7 years ago

No, that's just fucking funny. *G* If you come out psychic, let me know!!

[info]ninasis

May 31 2005, 20:36:30 UTC 7 years ago

Lord, I had to stop reading The Big Picture until I get home. I was laughing so hard my boss came in to see what I was doing.

"Co-ma," Johnny said in a sing-songy voice, not really hoping to derail whatever weird train Walt was riding.

God, I haven't laughed this hard in forever. And heaven knows we can't have enough good DZ fic! So excited new eps are coming. I've had my TiVo set for ages. DZ and The 4400 - my summer is lookin' grand.

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 22:34:06 UTC 7 years ago

Man, I can't wait for the new eps! And, uh, brace yourself--there's some angst coming after the comedy, cause there is! Curves ahead!

[info]shayheyred

May 31 2005, 21:20:51 UTC 7 years ago

How cool about Curtis!
And a Dead Zone story by [info]cesperanza - also cool, and just in time for the new season on TV. Yes, I do watch the show, and yes, I do salivate at the prospect of DZ fic, especially of the Johnny/Walt variety.

So I shall trot away to 1)listen and 2)read.

[info]calathea

May 31 2005, 21:34:27 UTC 7 years ago

EEE! I thought I was the only person in the world who shipped Johnny/Walt. I feel all warm and fuzzy, and vindicated. And plus, really good story! I love the boys lying around eating candy that turns their tongues blue.

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 22:33:18 UTC 7 years ago

Oh, no, you're so not!! I WAY ship Johnny/Walt! I just didn't think anyone else did, so it took [info]therienne's birthday for me to get off my ass and write her the DZ story I've been promising her for a year!

And I love my boys--they're totally 14, but they're also adult in a way few of our BSOs are; they're terrific parents, and they treat their complicated situation with dignity. I'm just nuts for them!

Anyway, thank you so much!

[info]cold_poet

May 31 2005, 21:49:32 UTC 7 years ago

So, two things...

1.) My best friend has been trying to drag me kicking and screaming into Dead Zone. She has failed, *however* I am her slash supplier-(High speed internet) and she has been asking for DZ slash, which I honestly hadn't been looking very hard for (I've been forcing Atlantis on her)....so thanks that just made my life so much easier :)

And since you wrote it I'll have to read the bloody thing and then probably get into DZ - so my best friend thanks you too. ;)

2.) I now have a Curtis folder in my music folder. I will let you know which one I put on repeat most often ;) And which one my best friend puts on repeat most often...and my boyfriend...and I'll put a link to his page in my lj cause I really really like his stuff. :)

Welcome back!!!!

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 22:02:16 UTC 7 years ago

Re: So, two things...

Wow. Those are two totally superb things!! Thank you!!

1) There's actually a DZ fanfic archive at http://www.intimations.org/dzfanfic/, so enjoy and pass it on to your friend! I'm very glad you liked my story, too--I love Bruce, and I see where the slash could happen, but omigod, it's Johnny/Walt that turns my crank! (And Atlantis is also a good good thing!--but Atlantis is exploding, where DZ needs a push! --and new eps coming won't hurt!)

2) I thank you and Curtis thanks you! I might try a poll in a couple of days to ask which song we should mark for first listen when we send the discs out to radio stations--you normally only have one shot to get their attention. And yes, please, thank you thank you for passing the songs on! We're trying for dispersal right now, just getting people to listen!

Again, thank you, thank you!

[info]cold_poet

7 years ago

[info]cesperanza

7 years ago

[info]cold_poet

7 years ago

[info]_inbetween_

May 31 2005, 22:39:09 UTC 7 years ago

Erm, oops. Second try.

"Yeah," Walt said. "You know, this coma shit is becoming a habit with you. Stop it."
Walt waved dismissively. "That's only because most of your friends are serial killers."
"My fault?" Johnny asked; he could feel his eyebrows straining upward. "You didn't pick out your own furniture and it's my fault?"
"Yeah," Walt said, and he looked serious enough, but there was a hint of a smile in his voice. "I mean, I've been kind of competing with you for years. It's not like you ever ended things properly. And as boyfriends go, you were kind of a doormat."
Johnny stared at him. "I was in a coma!"


And that discussion?! I am trying hard not to think of Rodney and John, with Johnny singsonging and Walt blatantly ignoring him and going on about his doormat status and Walt trying to be as passive as Johnny (in-a-coma!) <3

Johnny let his forehead thunk down onto Walt's suede-covered shoulder. This was just great: his life was the grand prize in the First Annual Cleaves Mills Scripture-Quoting Contest. "I don't believe this," he muttered.

*lol* and there is tea! Not that I do not object strenuously to am not fan of tea-that-does-not-taste-like tea (I am Walt; I sense a pattern :S) but at least it's tea!

Cool kid. But is Sarah really that bad? Or does she just sense the Walhnny?

Hehehe, and is Walt really that cool? Even when declining invitations to ponder tables, or using Johnny for practical day-to-day problems *g*

Oh, threesome with Sarah. Sort of. Walt being so very generous. And only the two guys finally making - uninterrupted-by-visions - contact drags it back to the light (in both senses).

I also hadn't quite realised Johnny had both a bad leg and such black-outs. Are we perverts for finding that attractive? I thought about that ever since Jane Eyre and the millions of follow-ups. I even made a list of which bodily scars and defects are romantic and which are off-putting. I had forgotten about this *sheepish*

One complaint: they eat too much. I am getting damn hungry here!!


But men, of course, have their own kind of romance.
Walt stopped and waved his hand vaguely at Johnny, "this shit is ridiculous."
"Okay, thanks for that really un-useful advice. You can go now."

And when Walt lets him IN this time, it's really the most intimate ministration, like giving blow-jobs to lessen pain.

OH, I didn't expect a full blown murder investigation. This is getting exciting! I guess this is similar to what they do on the show then? Did you find it easy to invent a scenario?

And do you read and/or like Minette Walters and/or Elizabeth George?

They are eating again *accusing* and there is no way for me to get fries or chips *stomach growls*

"... man, but it was cruel to go into a coma and wake up thirty." And I really shouldn't groan knowingly at that, right? Or that: "Johnny couldn't stand to envision his heart as a flower opening to light".

Whoa. I didn't get right away that Walt got that the future wouldn't change. And why am I hoping they get away with this.

I always find this (natural?) dichotomy, one the one hand the practical, servicing, funny "one of the things that Johnny's learned from years of visions is that good advice comes from the weirdest places" and then the personal, what's driving or rewarding: "It was so nice to have someone's hands on him, and know they wanted nothing more than to touch him". Even more rewarding is the bit where he doesn't need Walt to reciprocate, and Walt just does it anyway, easily, naturally.

Sweet. And no, I know you could make me like lots of unknown stuff with your fics, but unless you send me the DVDs, I will not!not be sucked into this, hah! This is also the first time ever I read a slash fic where I don't know the source, so feel flattered. Or something *g*

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 23:04:41 UTC 7 years ago

Sarah's not bad at all, and I hope she didn't come across bad! But Sarah's been through a LOT--first losing Johnny, then getting Johnny back, and that put strain on her relationship with Walt, and then the two of them (Johnny and Walt) started doing ever more dangerous things in the interest of solving crime, and she and Walt separated and got back together once already--that much is all canon. I'm pushing it a little further to suggest that maybe, in some hypothetical world, Sarah just has a bit of a breakdown and can't stand to worry about her boys anymore. Having one child--J.J.--may be kind of enough. I didn't want her to seem mean; just at the end of her rope.

Vis a vis Johnny--in the novel, Johnny's very sick, almost living on borrowed time. In the show, he does have a limp (car accident) and walk with a cane, but more importantly there is danger that his brain might do something strange at any time; in the last season, there was some question as to whether he'd need brain surgery or if he might die. So, uh, yeah. A little damaged, but not as badly as in the novel.

And I am SO SO SO flattered!!!

PS--Everyone in my stories eats too much. It's a known fact--it's a cliche about my fiction! Resonant, they love the sex scenes. Me, they ask for recipes, sigh. *g*

[info]laurashapiro

May 31 2005, 22:41:03 UTC 7 years ago

::downloads Curtis tunes::

Ooo, beatleicious harmonies! And it's very rock-n-rolly. ::chair dancing::

So, what happens when your friends want to vid one of Curtis' songs? I ask merely for information. (:

[info]cesperanza

May 31 2005, 22:50:59 UTC 7 years ago

Curtis would die of joy. Seriously. You get free albums is what happens. Send me your snail mail address!

[info]moxie_brown

June 1 2005, 03:51:01 UTC 6 years ago

Rodney's Last Message made me cry, but in a good way.

And you already dragged me into one fandom (SGA, I haven't even seen one episode!), and I loved Dead Zone the book. Drat you lady!

[info]cesperanza

June 14 2005, 18:33:54 UTC 6 years ago

I'm belatedly answering some feedback but--watch DZ! It's back! There are DVDs! It's neat! Try it! *g*

[info]ladyclio16

June 1 2005, 05:09:13 UTC 6 years ago

I'm listening to a late night rerun of DZ right now in the background while I read LJ before going to bed. This inspired a longing for some DZ slash. Which made me think, "Wasn't a writer on my flist working on a Johnny/Walt story?" Then I log onto LJ and the first post I see is pointing me to this fic. It took everything I had to hold back the squeal of delight I wanted to let out. I kid you not.

I'm so in the mood for this. I can't wait. I'm off to read it right now.

[info]cesperanza

June 14 2005, 20:22:47 UTC 6 years ago

Belatedly answering--

Yay! Listen, youv'e got to help me pimp this show, because DZ should absolutely and positively have a fandom. I mean, choice of beautiful men, big gay psychic, lots of touching, what's not to love??

[info]ladyclio16

6 years ago

[info]theamusedone

June 1 2005, 05:41:51 UTC 6 years ago

So, read the new fic and was really amazed at just how well you pulled that whole thing off. I've not seen a single episode, yet you were able to make the whole thing work. Good job!

I really liked they way you wove Johnny's flashes into the story, and thought they way you built their relationship felt really natural. I enjoyed myself immensely.

And have yet to actually listen to any of it, but I grabbed some of the music as well, thank you for the link!

[info]jimaine42

June 1 2005, 11:54:44 UTC 6 years ago

*Dies*

cesperanza, if I didn't know that my girlfriend would object, I'd ask you to marry me (well, actually, she loves Dead Zone as well, so I might get away with a casual affair:-)) I'm in awe. I've printed the whole thing out (I'm presently at work) and I'm going to savour every word. There's just not enough DZ fic out there, even though it's such an amazing show and *screaming* for a writer's attention. It got mine, anyway, and once I've got the time, I'll translate what I've written (it's in German:-) Until then: THANK YOU again, please know that I'm your devoted reader...and I will comment tomorrow!

[info]cesperanza

June 14 2005, 20:21:11 UTC 6 years ago

Belatedy squeeing over DZ with you!

There's just not enough DZ fic out there, even though it's such an amazing show and *screaming* for a writer's attention.

Absolutely! It's SO screaming for a fandom--you got your choice of beautiful men, and gen, het and slash possibilities, and sci fi, and visions, and sexy psychic touching--what is NOT to love, I ask you??

[info]zerl

June 1 2005, 13:46:42 UTC 6 years ago

*cries* *flails* What is this Dead Zone of which you speak? *weeps* Is that some strange American thing? Or possibly Canadian??

And no, no no no no no Zerlina NO, you're not going to give it a go just because hey, it's Speranza, how can you resist? Because then you just know you'll be hooked in a show that has a fat chance in HELL of airing over here and you're sunk. Again. Didn't living at the tender mercies of Alliance Atlantis teach you at ALL? And anyway, it's not like you need another new fandom!

--Oh, wait, AXN is going to premiere the first season in July! *gives in*

And I liked Curtis' music. (That's really his name? I had no idea *g*) Loved Destruction especially. Congratulations to him for the albums and his shiny new website!

[info]kassrachel

June 1 2005, 15:39:13 UTC 6 years ago

I am grooving on Curtis' stuff. I especially like "Yeah" and "I Can't Wait," and next time there's disposable income in my wallet I'm spending some of it on his stuff at cdbaby.
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